It's still New Year's Eve over here but I thought I'd just make this journal early since I'd probably won't be able to tomorrow ^0^
This year has been filled with so many wonderful things, so many great people, so many precious moments, so many life changing events. People and things will come and go over the years and it''s more than just inevitable. So I just want to tell everyone of my 'fans', cosplay family, friends, blood related family, everyone; even to people who used to be my friends, even to people who I haven't interacted with for years, even to the people who may dislike me and even hate me, even to the people who I am the enemy of. I want to take the time and say thank you for being a part of this big puzzle of my life and year. I’m glad you were all a part of it in your own unique and special ways. I certainly do not regret the sad, happy, dramatic, humorous times that I may have had with anyone of you guys. I do not regret meeting any of you. I do not regret the scars of the past. Scars only symbolize that the wounds have finally healed, that the pain is over. I truly love you all and I only wish that as you all grow older and wiser that you live happily and cherish every single thing that fills you with joy and to also cherish the things and people that you, yourself fill with joy. Although all of our journeys are not the same. Although some of us may be far away from another. Although if some of us never did truly meet personally. Even if in the end, if we really do fully part;
I’m glad you guys were a part of my life and through out the years.
Thank you all!
That was my personal note for the ending of this year! >w<
Now on a cosplay note;
This year was a HUGE struggle for me with trying to get cosplays done and trying to make it to all the cosplay events and such. Things just aren't the same when I first started cosplaying. It was a lot easier to get things done, I had a lot more money to spare, I had a lot more time to spare as well, and school wasn't as much of a pain in the ass as it is now because of trying to get into colleges and figuring out what specific job I want to spend the rest of my life doing ; n ;
I'll never give up cosplaying, at least not when I'm still this young and able to. It's just been hard to cosplay for numerous reasons. So I can feel next year is probably only going to get harder. So I hope you guys can be patient with me ^.^ Trust me, I'm working on a lot of new cosplays that I haven't finished for this year and I'm working on more for next year. I just put so much time and effort into them that they literally take a century because I chose to live quality over quantity with my cosplays *dat perfectionist life doe*
So I don't know what's to come of next year. I guess we can only stick around to wait and see : D
I hope every one of you has a wonderful New Year! Bye for now!